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For you,
my Mushh.

A letter written in quiet moments

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✦ a note for you

I know I've been
a little quiet.

My Mushh, I notice. I always notice.

I notice when you go a little quiet, when your messages get shorter and the warmth feels like it's hiding behind something. And I hate it. I hate that my busy-ness made you feel like anything less than the most important person in my world.

So here I am. Making something just for you. Because you deserve to feel loved,loudly, softly, and in every way in between.

✦ things that are so you

Everything you love,
I love too.

Because loving you means loving everything that makes you, you.

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Ramen & Good Food
warm, comforting, just like you
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Nail Art
tiny masterpieces, all you
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Painting
your world in colour
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Sketching
lines that tell stories
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Lavender & Lilies
soft, elegant, rare
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Mountains
tall, still, breathtaking
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Puppies
because you love them
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Rafaello & Milky Bar
sweet, like everything you are
✦ a moment I kept for you

Some things are better
felt, not said.

This is something I wanted you to have. A small piece of something that made me think of you, the way I always think of you.

🌸 made with love, just for you 🌸

✦ why I push so hard

Every late night
is for us.

I don't ever want you to feel like an afterthought. You're the whole reason I look forward to the future. Every hour I put in right now, it's not work, it's a love language. Let me show you what I mean.

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Every Ramen Bowl You Want

I want to be the one who takes you to every restaurant you've ever saved. No hesitation, no budget thoughts, just you, happy, with a warm bowl in front of you.

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Lavenders & White Lilies, Always

I want to know your favourite flower shop in whatever city we end up in. I want you to come home to flowers, not just on special days, just because you deserve them.

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A Studio That's Yours

A corner with your paints, your sketchbooks, the best lighting, and all the nail art supplies you could ever want. Your art deserves a beautiful space.

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Mountains Together

I want to see mountains with you. Standing at the top, cold air, your hand in mine, that's the kind of memory I'm working toward.

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Yes, Two Puppies Too

After we settle in, I promise. A little fluffy chaos who'll be yours completely. You'll love them too much and I'll pretend I don't love them as much as you do.

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"You are not on the side of my life. You are the reason I'm building one."

I know silence can feel like distance. But my heart never goes quiet when it comes to you. Every morning I think about you. Every achievement feels small until I imagine telling you about it.

You are not waiting for me to be done with work.
You are what the work is for.

And after everything — the ramen, the flowers, the mountains, the puppy, all of it. I just want us.

— Forever Yours, Abdullah
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Made for my Mushh, with everything I have 🤍

My Mushh,

I made you this because words feel too small sometimes, and I needed you to feel something bigger.

I know I've been busy. I know that can feel like I'm far away. But baby, you are the most present thought in my life — even when I'm not the most present person in yours.

You're the one I want to talk to at the end of every hard day. You're the one I think about when something makes me happy. You're the one I'm building things for.

Please don't go quiet on me. I need your voice in my life — even when I'm not perfect at showing up, I'm always, always thinking of you.

Scroll down. I made this whole thing just for you. 🌸

Yours, always 💕